Want To kNow My life better

2011-08-29T01:31:00.002+08:00

Hi friend so so long never post a blog.. right now is 1.32am... going to sleep soon. My exam is over but i dun think i will pass..i feeling so sad.. some time people see me look so happy because i hide myself from other people how sad or lonely am i. i should go wash my brain dun think of anything is better will not feel sad or crying.. sometime i am so tired of my life.. Y i look soft!!! i wan to look strong in and outside.. i have put on weight.. reduce weight.. jia you!!!

sry 4 this few month never update

2010-01-28T20:15:00.006+08:00

Sry dec is a busy month 4 mi. coming to chinese new year. still have to uplaod more picture pls wait... I chong work right now my handphone bill is $40. My working place my sir treat us very well and joke around us. first time you may see him fright. But he friendly de lo. when he work with mi i will be happy. This month Jan broke up with someone who love mi 4 3year but this whole 3 year i no his girlfriend only friend. how it start when i nitec second year time i know all along. after then this year jan i give him a chance but i found that i don love him i only treat him as friend. I with alvin only 2 week time but at the same time i also going out with a guy name call chu da. Alof of people see us like couple but i just tat is just friend close. But my super close friend name jacintha i know her 11year and friend with her too. she ask that the guy like mi i believe her. But now that guy is my bf le.. why i some time Feeling Alonely inside my heart.. who can really understand me. who i am. Am I too good-hearted?? Am I mature and independent?? Do people know what is love and like mean?? love is like a river it will never stop untill one of us broke down even that will never stop it. WANT TO GO CLUBBIN RIGHT NOW!!!! SIGH!!! now is my time to sleep le good night sweet Dream.

2009-10-07T03:57:00.001+08:00

Haha!! long time no update so tired after work!! i know my evam result le i only go 2.065 sigh!! now working then working again!!

2009-08-15T01:50:00.003+08:00

Today i not feeling well sia.. Still go to work sian.. I hate the aunty at my work place.

I don know why now i feel lonely so sian..
I feel i go to die soon later or now.
In 3 week time final Exam come le but i have to said Eaxm here we come!! i think i will fail both of the paper one is WBT and one is CPS.
I want to dye my hair but my parent will said is a wast of money lo. This time don care le just dye my hair and do some time to my hair.
Today is my friend birthday day!! I wish her happy birthday!! she call sharon Tan.
I wish i oso can go out with friend when my birthday time but 4 year le every time go to other county not in singapore. I go oversea with my parent.

2009-08-07T16:17:00.005+08:00

So tired and so stress.
I am waiting 4 my paid to come 2 or 3 more day to come but now i cannot wait le I want it now. Next few day is singapore 44 year old national day le. Then wish all the reader and people all happy national day. I want to go work le 5.30pm to 11.30pm so sian and so tired. Today happen a lof of thing. so tired. sian my brother don know don what thing then let my mother angry then keep on scolding mi sia.
WTH AND WTF
I have change handphone le F480 touch screen 1.

Now this is my handphone

2009-08-07T04:00:00.005+08:00

WHAT IS LOVE AND WHAT IS FRIENDSHIP?? Is what??? JUST USE AND JUST THROW??
My FIRST ex-boyfriend hurt mi so much.so sad!
I got a friend i know her about 9year since pri 1 to sec 3++ our friendship just got case like the wind blow and blow away!! so sad right. I know my past very well I let a lof of people hate mi. But now different le everybody like mi because I have change to be better. Now i will see my future. I only can said past is past then now is now and future is future. Don think some thing that made u unhappy.
I hate myself some time!! Today so tired some many thing happen
I think every thursday got something wrong sia.
next week test still haven study yet!!
now sick but no fever..

I want to learn piano but too XXX le no money to buy or learn i really want to learn

I love the piano song so nice so sweet!!! I love it .The song name (Yiruma - Kiss The Rain)

other piano song of (Yiruma - Dreams) nice

2009-08-06T00:37:00.000+08:00

Sian sia I inside the class...
My lesson start at
Monday 8am-4.30pm
Tuesday 9am-5.30pm
Wednesday 9am-5.30pm
Thursday 10.30am-4.30pm
Friday no lesson but working sian!!
saturday working
sunday i am off for work and school can sleep
but this friday need to go back to school to celebration national day..
I am sick now go running nose!! I Don want to feel a sick my exam is coming in one month time. i am so tired.This week don know why i cannot sleep like 1am or 2am that sleep. My WBT teacher teaching is lke talking to himself. My CPS teacher i don like her teaching so sian so boring.Tml got sw sia i hate the teacher.
good night to all reader need to sleep le Tml i go swimming and running.

How i have be in my past few month

2009-08-02T00:40:00.000+08:00

Sian sia inside the class bored sia!!! Keep on facebook and left 4 dead sia!!
This coming monday got test sia don know can pass anot??
My exam is coming too on the 8/9 & 9/9!!!
My two teacher Teaching is super sian i think the whole class is playing facebook!!
Last thurday my friend post a video of mi at facebook sia!!! when i know it!! I really go crazy sia!! Keep on shouting like a mad woman and running around!! At that time i totally lost myself don know what i am doing !! First time in my life i feel like this... I don like sia!! I don 1 to go mad again!!!
Just come back from work so tired i hate my job hate the manger i hate them!!!
Some time i feel like just gave up on my study i not that kind of study type haha...
I want to go jog and swimming all the way before i go poly can go buy new cloth sia!!! I am too fat lo!! jia you keep it going...
I think i change a lof??? Am i??? can people tell mi ?

2009-07-08T22:08:00.000+08:00

we going to the overseas industrial and cultural programe malacca on (29 jun to 1 jul 2009)

4 sure!!

2009-06-19T17:36:00.000+08:00

I want to silm down!
Cannot eat so much!
before next year!!
haha my school reslt come out all pass!!!
so happy!! new term going to end soon!!
exam coming soon too so sad so stress!!!

2009-06-19T17:03:00.000+08:00

we go club on 17/06/09!!! first time go sia!! so happy!!!
we going to the overseas industrial and cultural programe malacca with my classmate on (29 jun to 1 jul 2009)

16/06/2009 My frIeNd CloTh I cHoOse 4 HeR

2009-06-19T15:33:00.000+08:00

Nice right!! I choose 1 at yishun!!! This is my classmate call chai Hong!!
I am back !!!!! sorry so long never update my blog!!

2009-04-23T22:47:00.000+08:00

hi i am back!!
my new term have start!!
now my gpa point is 2.3 hope can go poly
i want to slim down cannot eat so much!!!

i think i fell in like love with a guy inside my school inside
my heart i love him but very afraid!!!
her is so handsome!!!-_-???
i will try to updata my blog!!!

2009-03-10T14:00:00.000+08:00

now i very busy. nowi taking exam no 9/3 & 11/2!!
wah my cmn have take the exam i study so hard my brain like very pain when i study this cmn!! i am worry about it don't not can pass anot???
next want i taking DPA i can score high maker jia you!!!
so so stress at home!!! so stress exam!!!!!

2008-12-29T11:47:00.000+08:00

This is the day that i go to malaysia with my family. That is my brother!!

First day i go to genting!!inside of the genting

Then the next day i go to some place (i forgot the place)i am swing!!

Do u see a monkey eating ice-cream?? look nice right!!!

This is a BIG kwan yin. Now we at penang. Penang have a lof of temple so bored (only 4 mi)!!very tired go there keep on walking and walking!!!! tired!!

The hat i buy only at singapore $3.50 at malysia is $8!!

This is the twin tower. HAHA is my brithday i am 19 year old!! i wait 4 long time to come!!

Now we are inside chocolate factory inside have a big chocolate house. I feel like eaing it!!! It look nice!!

Merry christmas to all who come to my blogspot!! I still at malaysia at K.LUMPUR with my brother!!

so sad i come back i have fall a sick!!

2008-11-25T21:37:00.000+08:00

My windom teeth. Take out no pain at all. My friend all said very very pain.
But a lof of blood come out. Lucky i never faint.Only spend 10min to take out

2008-11-25T21:23:00.000+08:00

Very tired still have to do project . Must give to teacher before 10/12/2008
i still haven't hoilday very tired. I need a rest. My hoilday on 13/12/2008

2008-11-22T17:57:00.000+08:00

this cup cake with mabe on 20/11/2008. i have a lof of fun at there. know a lof of fun. happy happy

2008-11-22T17:51:00.000+08:00

this is my school friend

2008-10-22T02:17:00.000+08:00

haha we all go out on 16oct2008 because
is jenise brithday!! so good she 19 year old le.
I Still have to wait 22dec that my brithday sian.
wah starting a new term of school very tired and stress.
i will try to update very month!!

so tired in school

2008-08-29T21:21:00.000+08:00

some time i feel so sad and lonly inside the school no have best friend in school!!
so stress in school but i worry about my exam too!! start on 8/9&9/9
i hope i can pass this two year as fast as it can!! then go on to poly!!

2008-07-31T22:08:00.000+08:00

on the 25july08 i want out with my sister 184*

u can go and see the anime is nice

2008-07-06T23:52:00.000+08:00

Vampire Knight's 1st season has ended. If they dont bring it back I WILL BE SAD!
the amine is good i like iT.

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capricorn

2008-06-26T21:36:00.000+08:00

Few people are as practical and ambitious as Capricorn. Yours is the tenth sign, an earthy element, which makes you down to earth and matter-of-fact. Caution is your second name and this is due to Saturn, your ruling planet. You are sometimes shy and lack self confidence and self-esteem.

I've never met a Capricorn who was afraid of hard work in order which to achieve what they want in life. You are ambitious and go for your dreams and usually end up successful. You like money but not if it involves risk. You prefer to know exactly where your dollars and cents are going. You prefer traditional types of savings.

Others do not generally see you as too enthusiastic but when people get to know you, you do have a side to your nature which is humorous and affectionate. You like to work quietly and effectively without creating too much bother or attention to yourself.

You are emotionally cool so you don't warm to people that easily until you get to know them. Once you get closer you start to feel comfortable with them. Suspicion is one of the chief traits of Capricorn and when you meet people for the first time it is your way of displaying maturity by not jumping the gun. You like to understand what another person is really about.

You are a big thinker even though you work methodically and practically by taking your time to achieve what you set out to do. You never like airy, fairy concepts and only work on ideas which will vouch safe your financial and material security in the future. You are not a clock watcher when you work because you believe in doing a job right the first time round. You also hate wasting time. You are frugal, resourceful and hard working. Commitment is natural to you which is why, as I said earlier, you are likely to be successful in anything you attempt.

Not all Capricorns are supported in their lives so you learnt from an early age how to be self sufficient and to make it alone. You know exactly how to achieve your ambitions by yourself. Your primary philosophy is that self sufficiency is strength so you do not like to ask others to carry you. This also has a basis in the fact that you like to take full credit for what you achieve.

"Expect the worst but hope for the best" is a saying that I have often heard many Capricorns repeat. Basically you are very level-headed and don't expect things to happen overnight. People admire the way you work because you are motivated by your ambitions but also like to perfect your work and do it properly. You can always be relied upon to help others and not cut corners.

A traditional life style appeals to you because you like things in their place and need to be in control. Because of this you are not always the most exciting person to be around but you are extremely loyal and will never let anyone down when you give them your word. It does not seem to bother you that others see you as less adventurous. The name of the game to you is living life on your own terms rather than compromising.

Sometimes others make the mistake of thinking you are elitist. They get the sense you are looking down on them but this is not so because you are actually a very generous person with both your money and your time and if the cause is a worthy one there are fewer who are as generous as you.

Due to your cautious and meticulous mind you are a wonderful judge of character and can easily see through the BS. You are aware of the consequences of partnership both commercially and personally and are absolutely committed to your word.

If others get to know you they will understand that you are a very trustworthy, dependent, punctual individual that you can always be counted on to fulfil their needs and help them if the occasion arises.

In money matters you are extremely hard to deal with and are sometimes seen as being overly materialistic. Although you do drive a hard bargain your integrity always steers your course in life.

You have an incredible capacity to withstand the blows of life and even if times get tough your resilience and dedication is second to none. You gain greater strength than others from whatever misfortune occurs. You are like the steel under the blacksmith's hammer, getting stronger with every blow!

Your token is the Goat which shows just how capable you are of reaching the heights of any mountain. Your success is likely to occur later in life but when it does, you share what you have with others. You like measuring your success through what you have.

You expect people to be just as trustworthy as yourself. If you accept a responsibility you do so with full commitment. You always demand the same level of integrity from anyone you deal with both in the work place and at home.

You are sure to scale the heights of success and due to your keen focus, discipline and concentration your ruling planet Saturn insures a great deal of success, power and happiness. Capricorn stands for courage and achievement after a long and tedious effort.

sisiter 184*

2008-06-26T19:49:00.001+08:00

After dinner we all go shopping after then we go near by friend house they and play
before i go gen ting is a very happy night...but too bad we have to go back home is going to raining...

I told all the ppl who come to my blog i am so happy that i pass my math common test.. mi 4 year never pass my 'E math'.. now is 'A math'i am so happy

sry i just made this blog no good pls tell mi..